♣ Sick

Oh yea``
I'm sick once again
Indeed suffer
Suddenly sore throat and then seriously flu


Assignments``
I'm trying to do it
Finance i think i'm gonna give up
Hospitality this subject is sucks
The lecturer complaint about us that we're going back early
Ya right
Please speak clearly okay !
I totally have no interest on Hospitality subject
Ishh``



I'm really sick of these
Time passes faster
Then i can get rid of them
XD

04.08pm
23.07.2010

♣ I Dislike This Subject

Ishh``
I damn hate this subject man !!
I super duper hate this lecturer also !!
SHIT !!


Always case studies
Always show her stupid pattern
I really don't know she know how to teach us or not
Yea, you're following UK's instructions
But i don't think your ways are correct
Wasting time
From our view
You totally just focus on juniors but not us [ seniors ]
Ehh``
Hello``
Sitting behind doesn't mean that we're bad students okay !!
We still listen to your lecture
But then
You just listen to junior's answer
We answer but you just like a deaf person
Ignore our answer

11.16pm
20.07.2010

♣ My Sickness

Today
I've found out that my sickness is back
Apositia


I have this sickness since i was in college during my diploma
Continuously didn't eat for 3 days
Oh my god
Really suffer that time
Saw what food also don't feel like eating
Ate already vomit out
Totally no appetite that time


So i think this causes me to look thin
Underweight
But seriously
Actually i'm a big eater


Today totally no appetite when i see those food in front of me
Feel like vomiting
But luckily i still had my dinner
Day after tomorrow hard to say

10.57pm
19.07.2010

♣ 如果

如果再有同样的事情发生
我很难想象这天的到来会是怎样的



坦白的讲
我不知道也不想去想
一切顺其自然吧
我和你的友情究竟会变成怎样
除了你的朋友和
我的姐妹之外
没有任何一个人会懂吧
只要不让他们 ( JerkS ) 知道
我们就应该没事的
反正我你那两个朋友
都不会出卖我们



就酱啦
我不懂要怎样讲了
哈哈


有那么难写你认识新的朋友吗？
不用害羞的
我姐妹很容易沟通的啦 XD

06.20
18.07.2010

Despicable Me - TV Spot: Stutter

Cute Cute XD

♣ 我讨厌当基督徒

闲啊``


为什么
我越改越不像我自己
你们还要在我身上要求些什么
我宁可做回以前的 Melissa
有得顶就顶
有得玩就玩
才懒得理过后会发生的事情



你不要太自私好吗
你酱想去教堂你自己去咯
不要逼我叻
你越逼我越反感
我是基督徒也是你逼的
逼逼逼
又不看你逼他们去
偏偏就是要针对我你才满意



他们有事做
难道我就没事做吗
站在我立场想一想好不好



我不出声
并不代表我错
我不想吵

04.00pm
18.07.2010

♣ 一句对不起

一句对不起
虽不能解决已发生的事情
但是我还是要对 "你" 说声


- 对不起 -


读了 "你" 的部落格
不懂该给什么反应好
可能我早已预料到会有这样的结果
就算 "你" 所写的一切多多少少会伤到我
但我能接受的
至少我知道 "你" 在想些什么
也知道 "你" 的心情


我听到很多关于 "你" 的东西
无论如何
我还是会站在 "你" 这里
" 为什么 "
我给不到任何答案
也许 "你" 会觉得奇怪吧 ~

12.08am
16.07.2010

♣ Esther's Birthday

Time really flies.
So fast the month of July already here.
I remember last year July 14th is my last day training in Hotel Istana,
that time i was in Urban.
The staffs there opened champagne and all kinds of wine to farewell me.
* Happie *


Okie``
Coming back to my actual blog of Esther's Birthday.
Long time never see her already, i think since last year October 2nd.
Yea, i saw her ( 13.07.2010 )
She's still the same, hot and pretty.
Hmm, i like her hair colour and hair style.


We went to The Library, The Curve.
Whoops, Ah Lok, and another 2 girls are already.
Ordered, luckily i have Digi number,
because with Digi number can get discount.
Oh yea, Hoegarden.
Bill came, Rm300 plus i guess for 6 huge glasses.
Such a huge glass, and the taste is nicer than carlsberg, heineken and others beers.


Photos photos.
Took photos with them.
Another 2 pair of couples reached.
Chit Chat - ing.
Joking.
Funny things happened when we're having photo session.


Ding Dong`` 12am
Crystal, Ah Lok and another girl - Yen -
Go take the birthday cake.
Sing Birthday Song.
Esther said she was shocked because we all suddenly sing. XD


Take photo with Birthday Girl of course.
Then she make wish and blow the candle.
Take photos again.
After that, Ah Lok wanna play her with the cake.
But at last, Esther didn't kena any cake.
Cut cake, then we eat the cake.
Nice and delicious cake.


After that, next station they plan to go to Kepong to eat tong shui.
We all go, but unfortunately, shop closed.
He suggested bak kut teh, but the shop also closed.
So, we all went for dim sum. XD
Reached already, order.


Wow``
First time ever, 1st round order, we all already fulled.
Unbelievable >.<
Ate until 2am something, we go back.


Once again - Happie Birthday To Esther -
^^

10.02pm
14.07.2010

♣ 无言

第二天了
我真的好无言
从来没看过那么小气的男人
为何他是这样的一个男人呢？
好多的疑问都很难回答
难道他的小气就代表他在乎我关心我吗？


事情都已经发生了
我也就算了
可是我就是忍受不了他到处去宣传
这样做他很开心吗？
有想过我和 "他" 的感受吗？
我没有在包庇谁
只是不想事情搞得那么大
他却不明白


现在传到各个人都知道
连我最讨厌的人都懂
我害了 "他"
还让 "他" 难做了
我没有能力帮上忙
真的感到很内疚


就只能不断的说
- 对不起 -

02.40pm
11.07.2010

♣ I'm Sorry

I'm so so so SORRY
This is what i can say to YOU


I'm just making you in trouble.
It's all my fault and my mistakes.
I don't know whether you angry or not,
But you sounds quite OKAY.
Hopefully you're ALRIGHT.


I should listen to you not to tell that GIRL about me and his things.
Now I damn fucking REGRET.

09.36pm
10.07.2010

┗ Stress * Boom *

Recently, my friend said the words for my blog are very small.

So, from this blog onwards, i will make my words bigger,

so it's easier to read right.

* Ngek Ngek *

Happie or not, Haha XD

Lately,

I'm super duper stress weii.

My head seriously gonna burst.

I can feel the pain, oh my.

My time is not enough for me to complete all my stuffs.

How ?!

Exams, Assignments, Homeworks, Finance

These 4 are the tough ones.

Oh My God

GG.com.my already

* Boom *

Really beh tahan aa.

Feels like wanna give up already,

But i've done so far,

Still have 3months left,

Then i finish my degree course.

3months a,

How to tahan ?

My brain totally stucks.

How come this semester so rush ?

But last semester was kinda relax.

Reliance College

Please laa

Manage the time carefully for us can or not ?

Celaka !!

We paid and we aspect the get back what we paid !!

Pek Chek !!

12.16am

09.07.2010