┗ Love Is A Riddle

Kinda moody lately.
What is the reason : I don't know.
Maybe it's hard to say it out or tell anyone.


How come LOVE always so complicated?
How come LOVE is a riddle?


I get so fed up already.
I just wish i could control myself of not being so caring.
Yeah, this is what my friends told me to do and i'm trying.


Sometimes, i do really think that i'm such an annoying person.

Why am i so annoying, is just because i care doesn't mean that i wanna control.


LOVE is a riddle.
I don't really know what he wants.
I tried to do what he told me to do, but how come still have some mistakes?
Is it my problem or what? Can anyone tell me.


Yes, i do get lots of opinion from my friends and his friends.
I accept those opinion gave by my friends and his friends.
But the more i accept, it will became more serious.

I couldn't believe that myself being changed until this stage.
The way i'm changing now, seriously, it will just make me don't wanna bother anything right now and future.
Is this the way he wants? Is this the type of relationship he wants?

┗ Here Comes The Summative

My midterm just finished, i think the results will be worst.
Haha, because i didn't study at all.
Wondering what marks i get.
Sure not more 40 i guess.

So headache now, have to do the summative.
Business Strategy and Human Resource.
Please help me with both of these summative.
~ SIGH ~

I wanna rest and relax.
I wanna go on for holidays.
I wanna go Singapore, Hong Kong, Bangkok and etc.
Fast fast reach month of May, and fast fast reach the month of november.
Then my wish will be true.

┗ CNY 2010

This year CNY and Valentine's Day are together.
So, too bad, i can't celebrate my Valentine's Day with my loves one.

Depart day ( 13.02 )
Go to KLIA alone by ERL, reached there, asked those people where to check-in.
Check-in already, still have a long time to wait for my flight, so go to Old Town to eat and wait for my aunty.
Feels so lonely, call him. He's finished work and going back to his hmetown.
Before hang up the phone, he asked me to buy ciggarets - Dunhill Light.

My aunty arrived, wait for my flight at 6pm.
Wait till i get very bored. How come must check-in before 2 hours of the flight time.
Finally i can board the airplane.
The same old sickness comes to me again - Headache.
Everytime when the plane wanna take off, i felt so dizzy, so, the best way is to sleep.
Eat also no appetite, eat a bit den sleep again.

Reached Bangkok, immigration counter so many people.
Hate those China People. Bang here bang there.
Passed the immigration counter already, ishh, damn pek chek.
Pek chek all the way until i've met my uncle.
After that take taxi to our place we gonna stay.

Reached the place - Cape House.
Put the luggage bag, too tired, directly go to bed.


First day ( 14.02 )
12am, call him, Happie Valentine's Day.
8.45am woke up, prepare to go to church.
Oh my god, go for holiday also need to go church.
Prepared, then go to have breakfast.

In the church, totally don't know what are they talking because they are talking in Thai langguage.
Finished, my mom aunty grandma go toilet.
Me cousin uncle brother taking photos, post here post there. Funny.
Wanna have lunch, we go to S&P. Their food not bad.
After lunch, we took thier train ( called as MRT or BTS [ forgotten ] ) to MBK a shopping center.

Shopping time starts. Guys and ladies separate.
Walk walk, walk. Shop, shop, shop.
At last, i only bought less stuffs.
The guys go back first, the ladies went to another shopping center- Central.
Near the place we stayed. Go there buy some dinner and some fruits.
After our dinner, talk talk talk, plan the next day where to go.

Second day ( 15.02 )
Woke up at the same time, so early man. Really can't get a nice sleep.
Breakfast at the same place. After dinner, go to my relative's place.
I just only knew that i've 2 cousin brothers and a cousin sister in bangkok.
They all talked, i'm just sitting there eat fruits and listened to what they said.

Lunch time, yum yum yum. Taste delicious.
After lunch, they talked again. I'm doing the same things.
Before we wanna leave, we take group photo.

Reached our place we stayed, first thing to do is to online. Afterall, it's free wifi. Luckily.
Around dinner, go to another room to find my aunty uncle they all.
Our dinner is KFC, forgotten how many pieces we ordered.
Finally my sister and elder brother reached.
They eat, i go back to my room to online again.
Call him also. He's having Barbeque at his friend's house.
Then accompany my sister go 7 eleven to buy some drinks and cup noodle.
The 7 eleven is just opposite.
After that, i sleep.

Third day ( 16.02 )
The same time to wake up.
Breakfast at the same place.
After that, me, 2 uncles, my brothers and cousin sister went to Bangkok Temple.
Damn hot the weather. Wanna faint already.
Many tourists and groups.
Cannot stand the hot sun, buy drinks.
Around 3, we go back.
They all go to lounge, but i online watch movie.

Then prepare for my grandma's birthday celebration.
Keep see the wrong time, because Bangkok time in slower than us for 1 hour.
Everyone prepare, we go by van.
Inside the van, we're damn noisy keep taking photos.
Finally we're reached, take group photo outside of the restaurant.
We are in VIP room. Nice, got karaoke system but mostly Thai songs.
Chinese are all old songs and English are the same, old songs.

My uncle order food, waiting for relative's to come.
Food came, start eating, start karaoke, start taking photos.
Many funny post and jokes.
We're really noisy during our Yam Seng session.
My uncle said Yam Seng in Thai is " Hai Yo ".
So we tried " Hai ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Yo`` ", but is not as fun as Yam Seng.

Is time for my grandma's birthday cake.
Put the candle, sing birthday song, make a wish then cut cake.
The cake was delicious, chocolate cake but it's not very sweet.
After that, continue our karaoke session, and photo session.
I also have the chance to use my uncle's DSLR to take some photos.
Looks so pro, very nice to play with. I want DSLR too.
Wish I can have one. ( Think too much )

After our crazy moment, is the time to go back.
Go back, take funny photos again.


Forth day ( 17.02 )
Went to Platinum, which it's concept similar like Sungei Wang.
But i prefer Platinum more. Things are so damn cheap, but too bad i bought so less.
Due to .. .. .. Damn pek chek.

Back to place we stayed, me my sister and my brother went to the lounge.
Chocolate cake nice. I drink tea.
Both of them got something to read, i don't have, so i snap some photos.
We also go to see the swimming pool and gym.
Nice environment. Nice place to stay during visiting Bangkok because it's near to city.
7 eleven is opposite, so easy.

Prepare to church again, luckily this time is in English.
But i still get very bored. Ishh Ishh..
After that, go to Central to have our dinner.
Looks so high class, i ordered Unagi Don set.
Taste good. Took photos also.

After that, some of them wanna go back.
Then only left some of us wanna shopping.
I didn't bought anything, just walk around.
I swear to god, next time if i'm going to Bangkok, i wanna buy lots of stuffs back to Malaysia.

Go back, my uncle prepare his things to go back to China.
We all take photos with him and send him to take taxi.
This night is the night we all need to packed because we're going back the next day.


Last day ( 18.02 )
Doing the same things. Eat Breakfast.
Snap photos for Cape House.
Go back to the room to check.
Prepare to go to the airport. Check-in and eat something light.
I ordered ceaser salad and green tea with latte.

Finished, say bye bye to all.

┗ Flu Again

Having flu again.
One year don't have flu for how many times.
Damn suffer, wanna breath also hard.
Wanna sleep but nose block till so serious.
CNY coming lo, hopefully everything can recover as normal.


I've felt glad that everything between us had settled.
Seriously, i've knew the problem after both of us has mentioned it out.
If keep in the heart, we won't be able to know what's going on.

┗ Visited My Wretch

Long time didn't visit my wretch already.

I've just have an idea.
I think i will just write english in Blogspot but Chinese in Wretch.
Becaus i just can't abandon my Wretch like that.

So remember to visit my Wretch also ya.
www.wretch.cc/blog/sasaiioh89