♣ SHRM Presentation Ended

Yup, my pesentation has ended.

Before my turn to present, i was really nervous.
Whole body was shaking due to the cold wind from air-con.
During my turn, i just go ahead, talk what i have to talk to present it well.

Finished my presentation, felt good.
Good feedback from my lecturer and another 2 students.

♣ Sick & Stress

Oh my god, i'm sick. I'm having heavy flu now, and my tears keep dropping.
When my tears keep dropping that means that it's a serious flu.
During class, keep sneezing, and it makes me feel so suffer.

Nowadays, found out many friends are also sick.
Take care ya friends, H1N1 still exist.
Hopefully, i didn't get H1N1, because read newspaper saying that many people are having flu.



I'm stress! Damn stress! Extremely stress!
First time ever, i'm having this kind of feeling, and i know what to be called as stress.
Just started my class, i've already stress up.
I have to do research, i have to do presentation.
Presentation are killing me because i hate to present and i'll get nervous.

Hopefully i won't screw up in my presentation next week.
I have to start to be more hardworking, focusing on all my assessment.
If not, really GG.

♣ My Heart Felt Uncomfortable

I saw something and heard something.

It makes me very moody, this makes my heart felt very uncomfortable.

I don't know when is my heart going to recover, but i think it would be long.

I can't trust a person totally now, it makes me feel very bad.

But what to do, this had happened and i don't know how to face the person.

Smile to the person?

Pretend that nothing had happened?

Keep myself away from the person?

♣ My College Life, Once Again

My college life started once again. The course i'm taking is Degree In Hospitality.
Felt so sudden for myself actually, because i wanted to work, but now end up studying.
I guess mostly of my family and friends also asking to further my studies since this degree is only for 1 year.
Quite short period and it's kinda cheap.
Having a degree certificate are much more better than holding a diploma certificate.

I've attended the orientation, 3 days orientation. Damn long, and damn bored.
I've knew who are going to be my class guardian and which lecturer are teaching for the first semester.
Found out some news from seniors, hopefully this lecturer won't teach us any subjects.
If this lecturer gonna teach my class, god bless us.
( For more information, please ask me in msn )

After the orientation, really felt stress.
Everything are so new to me, i mean what i'm gonna do for the degree.
The exams format, the assignment, the assessment are extremely hard.
So, i must pay more attention while lecturers are teaching, and spend more time on studies.

" Degree Doesn't Seems To Be As Easy As Diploma "

♣ ツ

Since the day we get back together, it seems that, there's much arguments between us.
What we also can argued about, so, i think our relationship wasn't stable enough.
But I have the confident that our relationship can get better day by day ツ

I still can't get so close with his friends, anyway, i just have to try.
After all those incident had happened, i felt i was kinda stupid, but, it's all over.
Many friends had involved, sorry to make you guys worried, promised you guys won't happened again ツ

Lately, really bored with my life, don't know what should I do.
Study or Working? No direction at all.
Actually I had make my decision, but i think it won't be success, have to do several alternative plans for myself ツ

♣ Cafe World

Lately,
I was so free, so i decided to play Facebook's Game.
I'm addicted to Cafe World, it's same like Restaurant City,
But I prefer playing this, because seems to be easier.

♣ New Life

I've change my bloggie to this because i don't feel like using my old blog.

Last month, really was a tragic month to me.
Everything just happened so sudden to me.
That I couldn't control.
Everything are just like what happened in drama.
My mood was totally down, kinda emotional all the time, and, my mind was so confusing.
I don't really know what am i doing last month, was totally undecided.

What I need to do is to give up both of them, or, give up one of them.
I've thought of giving up both, but i know i can't do it.
I'm so damn suffering, keep asking for my friends opinion.
At last, I've made my decision, is to gave up one of them.
I've chosen the one that's really put much afford on me, what had he done for me, I'm touched.
I know I love him, but, I know everything had changed after what had happened, so i accept the fact.
I'm sure that everything will be fine, and, I'm willing to put afford on this relationship, cause I've causes all these.