Monday, September 27, 2010
I've been single for more then a week
Really get used to it already
Sometimes i might post something quite emotional status on my Facebook
But i swear
I'm okay
I just like to post those kind sentences
Because they are simple and meaningful
I might be rude sometimes
When you guys are chatting with me
Because
I don't really wanna mentioned about his things
I don't want to get involve with his things anymore
I saw something i don't wish to see
[ Just like that idiot trying to make him happy ]
All these kind of reasons
Will make me lose control ><
Bear in mind ya my friends
After this incident
I found out that the one who is childish is not me
So you know who i'm saying right
Although i'm not that mature but at least i won't do something without thinking
Or speaks and type without using brain
I Live Better Now
I Have My Own Life Now
At least i know that my friends support me no matter what happen
Friends won't stay forever
But i believe some will stay forever beside me
11.12pm
27.09.2010
Friday, September 24, 2010
Hey
Come On
Don't Do Something Nonsense
How old are you now Mr.W
Copy and Paste my Status and Posted in his wall
Only kid will do this kind of thing
Oh God
You're older than me right
How come still act like a kid
Wanna take my status and make of it
Just to make him happy
Just wanna cheer him up
Ya right
Don't be so busy body
Mind your own business
Especially your relationship
Understand
06.01pm
24.09.2010
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Oh Yeah
I'm A Single Lady Now
I'm enjoying my life so much now
Happier than last time
At least no one control me anymore
My Mind Pops Up
[ Don't Because Of Controlling Me & Loses You Freedom ]
This is what our relationship are like
Control control and control
Should A Relationship Runs This Way
No right
I'm happie that i can jump out of this relationship
He keep told me that
[ He's not perfect, but he believe that someone will likes him and won't treated him like the way i treated him ]
So i hope he can find a better one in future
[ Who can stand it anyway ]
Think back what he said
Nonsense
I'm not mature
Fuck him
Who is not mature enough
Who is having those fucking attitude and character
Is Him but he said i'm the one
I have a attitude problem
But i think my attitude and character are much more better than him
I will get a better one in future
Let's see
Haha
Well, i don't have high expectation on choosing a BF
How come all say that my requests are very high
05.20pm
21.09.2010
Thursday, September 16, 2010
我想通了
虽然我曾经后悔我所做的一切
不过算了
他做出了他的决定
无论我哭着求他也没用
情绪跌到谷底
我惟有发泄的地方
1。朋友
2。Facebook
3。Twitter
我把我的心情写在
[ Facebook ]
我不是你们想象中那么坚强
但
我不需要任何人的同情
昨天一整天就是在家流眼泪
跟朋友聊天
也被他们骂
不过
他们骂得很对
晚上了
收到他的信息
他所写的每一句话都很毒
真的让我跌破眼镜
之后再加上他对我的要求
真的很过分
非常感谢他的几封信息
令我想通了
[ 他不再是我要的那种男生 ]01.34pm
17.09.2010
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
I guess I'm just not as tough as i think
Many memories flashback yesterday when i was lying on my bed
My tears was dropping
And i know I've done a mistake
My heart still have a place for him
I can't accept the truth
My birthday still have 3 days
I can't even celebrate with him
I was wondering
[ How come the month of September always have things happened to me ]
Last year was the incident so didn't celebrate my 20th birthday
This year
Just because i wanna celebrate with my friends first
I doesn't treat him as a backup
I do really love him
But i guess he had make the last decision
If given a one more chance
[ Will i get back to him ]
Yes, i will
Although i make much complaint about him
Although we argue a lot
He's the only guy that changed for me a lot
And changed me a lot
What can i do now
Just hoping for miracle
09.04am
16.09.2010
I've stop updating my blog quite a long time i guess
After the Broken Up article
Yes, we do get back together
But, it seems like is a mistake
Maybe i can't really get a long with him anymore
I tried hard, very very hard to get back the feelings
Ended up failed
15th September 2010
Today was the day we broken up again
We won't get back together again
Will i regret
No one knows except me right
But i couldn't even give myself an answer
Oh well
I'm not pretending to be pity or what
I accept it and i will go on my days as usual
Light up my life with more smiles and laughter
Friends
Do Support Me, Okay ?
I Need You Guys Very Much Now ♥
10.12pm
15.09.2010
